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Satya Sai Baba revealed a new dimension of remembrance and healing through His photographs. I felt a living current of grace, each image echoing the formless healing I had once received. These photographs became alchemy, turning pain into bliss and then into laughter that felt entirely new. He revealed a path of healing that returned to me what I had once surrendered to Him, a quiet miracle. I could not measure its worth, and was astonished to witness others touched by this Leela in Puttaparthy and elsewhere, even as most remained unaware. Photography was still a fresh language, and only He decided if an image would resonate beyond me. When it did, I felt deep gratitude and trusted the receiver to find its value. I have freely included an excerpt of the Sankalpa Blessing I received more than 25 years ago, as well as a few excerpts throughout this website. I have only published part 1 to establish the book's tone. The remaining chapters are still being edited, but one can decide from part 1 whether the remainder is of any interest.
My 1st photograph

One day, near the end of my original visa, I sat at a western town eatery just outside the Gopuram gate. I shared a table on the balcony with someone I didn't know. We had a clear view of the exit gate and the passersby as we waited for our food. We chatted casually until the stranger said, "I'm leaving today," and handed me an old digital camera. We hadn't discussed photos or photography; the gift came out of the blue. "Take it; I don’t need it," he said, placing it in my hand. Moments later, Satya Sai Baba appeared in a car at the Gopuram gate. Years ago, I let go of photography as my art, never dreaming I would one day photograph Him myself. Yet there I sat, camera in hand, a gift from a stranger, a blessing so clear and direct it let joy and spontaneity flow freely, without needing to explain it as His guidance. In that instant, as the camera touched my hands, He appeared. Sometimes, actions and symbols speak to the soul more deeply than words. The inspiration to write this book came from Him, arriving as a vivid inner vision. Claiming true blessings is never simple; controversy always follows, whether His presence is filtered by culture or religious hierarchy. The call to express what words cannot contain came just as the invitation to extend my visa arrived, days after receiving the camera. This marked the next step in the path He was weaving for me. All I needed to do was trust my heart and stay. That guidance to stay was unmistakable at the next afternoon's darshan. I began to see how dreams, visions, the Yagna from years past, and even the ruin of my old photographs entrusted to those who claimed to channel Him were all threads in a tapestry He was creating. I knew everyone would judge the photograph's quality, but the picture itself is the message, not its perfection. Defining remembrance and guidance that is spontaneous in a moment, receiving a symbol of artistic expression, I had released, is more important than megapixel perfection, transcending others' perceptions of value…His hands together..in the sign of "meeting" or "coming together"….to many a delusion that was a miracle to me….But the healing I received directly from it when I contemplated it in the privacy of my room the cleansing emanation through my torso..is yet to be described. This is the story of a gift that spoke directly to me, its impetus silent but impossible to miss. In a sudden moment of clarity, I witnessed His will at work in a stranger whose name I never knew, who did not need to explain where the surprising gift came from. The gift echoed my deepest dreams, turning the everyday into a living symbol of grace. That first photograph signaled my return to photography, with only the simplest, least expensive camera in hand. As I looked at the image of the avatar, taken with my arm outstretched over the balcony and the camera never raised to my eyes, a wave of pure prema shakti washed over my torso. There was no need to wonder about giver or receiver; the divine play was unmistakable, its meaning a secret between me and the sacred inner visions and dreams of photographs of Him. To offer even a glimpse of this grace, I must trace the chain of photographs and moments that led to that first, blessed reflection I captured.